Jazbaat

The change in your body color from white to red,
As you lay beside me head to head.
Those moments still flash before my eyes,
Which we spent holding each others hand day and nite.
The excitement of love filled me everyday,
You were the reason..i smiled all day.
My day wasn't complete till I met you,
Made different excuses to juz catch a glimpse of you.
I didn't want to carry negative thoughts,
Never suspected you or had second thoughts.
I felt my life complete,
Didn't know in love also you compete.
Never thought my love needed pillars to stand,
Money and luxuries were necessary for our relation to concrete.
Didn't know it would be so difficult to live widout u,
Still remember you each day and wait for a revert bk too.

Alas! I wish this would work out,
coz I know no one could keep you more happy than me..widout a doubt.
I am still trying and would,
Trying to tie two ends, wish you too would.

Please forgive me for loving you so much,
And I would forgive myself for thinking you cared...