Jazbaat

Main haara..main haara
Jazbaaton se ladte ladte.
Woh aayega..woh aayega,
Yeh soch soch ke pyaar se maraa.
Zindagi maine jo uss ke naam ki,
Apne matlab se uss ne thutkara.
Gam yeh nahi hai ki uss ne wafa na nibhai,
Dukh toh yeh hai ke mere vishwas uss ne toda.
Meri jaan kaash tu mujhe jan pati,
Ki ishq mera kitna hai tere liye naap pati.
Deewana dil ab tak na ek raat soya,
Khwaab dekhte dekhte tanhai mein hai roya.
Asha main har din yun guzarta,
Ki aaj aayegi tu wapas.

I never felt this lonely,
I trusted no one so blind faithedly.
I strangled myself between the truth and lies,
Can't believe that it was the truth what I saw with my eyes.
My love.. if you wanted a toy,
To fulfil your needs and joy,
Why did you have to hurt your best friend who was a boy.
I never let you down,
Or even gave you a moment to frown..

Sawaalon se thak chuka hoon aaj,
Bikhar chuka hoon kyun ki tu aaj nahi hai mere paas.

Meri jaan tujhse wafai karke aaj yeh jaana,
Ishq ka dard kyun itna be-dard hota hai,
Ghut ghut kar kyun har thukraya hua aashiq marta hai..
Bewakuf dil aaj bi yeh na maana..

Kaash ek jahan hota,
Jahan sirf tera dil aur mera pyaar hota.
Paesh karta har aise nazare,
Ki tu bi jan paati kitna mushkil hota hai dhai akshar ko ruuh se keh paana.
Kitni shiddat se hota hai dil lagana,
Kaash tu ek pal ke liye mujhse pyaar kar paati meri jaana..