Jazbaat

Main haara..main haara
Jazbaaton se ladte ladte.
Woh aayega..woh aayega,
Yeh soch soch ke pyaar se maraa.
Zindagi maine jo uss ke naam ki,
Apne matlab se uss ne thutkara.
Gam yeh nahi hai ki uss ne wafa na nibhai,
Dukh toh yeh hai ke mere vishwas uss ne toda.
Meri jaan kaash tu mujhe jan pati,
Ki ishq mera kitna hai tere liye naap pati.
Deewana dil ab tak na ek raat soya,
Khwaab dekhte dekhte tanhai mein hai roya.
Asha main har din yun guzarta,
Ki aaj aayegi tu wapas.

I never felt this lonely,
I trusted no one so blind faithedly.
I strangled myself between the truth and lies,
Can't believe that it was the truth what I saw with my eyes.
My love.. if you wanted a toy,
To fulfil your needs and joy,
Why did you have to hurt your best friend who was a boy.
I never let you down,
Or even gave you a moment to frown..

Sawaalon se thak chuka hoon aaj,
Bikhar chuka hoon kyun ki tu aaj nahi hai mere paas.

Meri jaan tujhse wafai karke aaj yeh jaana,
Ishq ka dard kyun itna be-dard hota hai,
Ghut ghut kar kyun har thukraya hua aashiq marta hai..
Bewakuf dil aaj bi yeh na maana..

Kaash ek jahan hota,
Jahan sirf tera dil aur mera pyaar hota.
Paesh karta har aise nazare,
Ki tu bi jan paati kitna mushkil hota hai dhai akshar ko ruuh se keh paana.
Kitni shiddat se hota hai dil lagana,
Kaash tu ek pal ke liye mujhse pyaar kar paati meri jaana..

Aankhön ko mili kaisi yeh saza,
jab nazron se teri nazrein mili.
Di tu ne be dard-e-dil ko aìsi sazaa,
dhadkane dil ki ab mere bass mein nahi.
Dhundti thi naazrein tujhe,
Har pal har jagah..
Tera intezaar kiya kitne saal,
Roz koshish ki baar baar.
Tu badli lekin is tarah,
dooriyan bada di bewajah.
Mujhse chehra tu ne mod na seekh liya tha,
Meri mojoudgi se bachne k liye..tu ne har pal ek bahana diya tha.
Main toh badla nahin tha,
mera dil bi wahi aur mera pyaar bi tera tha.
Inteezar karte karte zamaane ne di gaali,
barsaye pathar aur kaha bhool ja woh teri nahi hone wali.
Apna raasta socha badal loon,
Tujhse thoda duur chalun.
Kambakht waqt ne milaya fir,
khoye hue ehsaas ko jagaya fir.
Lekin dil ab itna ghayal ho chuka hai,
Ki ussne apne aap ko andhero main kho diya hai.
Jaanta ab woh bi nahi ki kaun hai uska sahil,
bas darr ta hai koi fir se aake dikha na jaye joothi tasveeren aur de jaye fir se dard-e-dil.

Gam ka ek sama tha,
akele main khada tha..
Tofanou se ladte Hue,
hosh mein na hote hue..
Main toh haar chuka tha.

Teri wafayen dekhkar yeh dil tut chuka tha,
kaash tu ne ye na kiya hota,
mere dil ko bewajah ye sila diya na hota.

Chal raha hun,
manzil laapata hai,
tujhse door rehna hai,
bas iss pal ke liye yeh dooriyan zaruri hai.
Anjane chehro ke beech main khona chahta hun,
apno se chupkar, yeh ghayal dil ki dhadkan ko dabana chahta hun.

Mera koi saki nahi,
Na uss ko paani ki tamanna..
Main toh bas andhero main apni mehfil sajana jaanta hun,
jahan bewafa-e-dil se mulakat hoti hai uss raah ko ab badalna chahta hun.

Sunle ab tujhse koi rishta main rakhna nahi chahta hun...

Kaash yeh tu ne kaha nahi hota..

Woh pal kaash aaya na hota.

Kyun itne hasin zindagi ke sapno ko tu ne toda,

Kyun is dil ke saath khelke isko moda.

Meri sazaa kya thi, ki tu ne mujhe diya yeh sila,

Kyun yeh dil aaj mera aisi aag mein jala..

Ab toh aansu girrte rahe be-hisab,

Kaash chehre pe rak sakte hum koi naqaab.

Chupa sakte is duniya se apne yeh aansun,

Kahin ban jaye na yeh nasur.

Teri mehrbaani se, ab hum pyaar na karenge,

Na kabhi iss khel mein apne dil ke saath khelenge.

Hota kyun hamesha mera hie dil shikaar,

Ab kabhi na karenge hum pyaar…