Jazbaat

I thought my heart was dead,
But yet she stands out to it.
I thought the last wound finished the deal,
But yet she seems to be a revival.
The ache from the last is still there, a crushing blow,
But she is the painkiller.
I convinced myself i was finished, never to love again,
But shes still there.
People told me to go for it,
I won't beleive them.
People say I can still be happy,
I can't beleive them...
I tell myself that my heart is still closed,
And I beleive it.