Jazbaat

I’m not going to stand here and say I love you, because personally I don’t know if I even know what love feels like. So I’ll say that I can’t stop thinking about you.

I always feel like I should be holding your hand when I’m walking down a sidewalk. I keep setting another table place at dinner because I don’t want to eat without you.

I wake up every morning wondering if you are wondering about me. I sleep wishing I’m in your dreams tonight. I take an extra 5 minutes in my usual 7 minute prayer to beg God to guide you through the day safely. I no longer like being left alone.

I keep searching for you anywhere possible even though I know you can’t be here.

So if that’s love, so be it. I’m in love with you, totally, truly, madly